Writing a Book – Day by Day 11

Today I want to talk about a subject that is very close to my heart. It is a very personal subject and it is something that has meant a lot to me.

When I began writing, I was feeling horrible and felt as if the world was against me. I began writing for five years ago, and two months later, i got diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia.

This is a mental disorder that has affected me on an extreme level, and i was truly hit hard by the disorder. I had both hearing and sight hallucinations and I was not allowed to live alone for more than half a year after getting my diagnosis out of fear of what I might do.

At this point in time, writing was what made me feel safe. I could hide from reality, and all the scary things that I hallucinated and thought about, and it became a salvation for me.

Even now, I am aware that I am not the most skilled author, I have many faults and flaws in my writing, and i am not as skilled in writing excitingly. But even so, I love writing, and I have a passion for it. This is what has helped me in my darkest hours, and it is what I feel is able to make me feel excited. It brought back happiness in my life.

I am aware that there are many people like me out there, people who has troubles or difficulties in their lives, and they might give up before they find what they truly love. I hope that my story will be able to help others, that are experiencing some troubles.

Dreams do come true, as long as you have hope and fight for it to become reality.

And now to release PCS Chapter 11 – Heavenly Jade Physique

2 Comments on “Writing a Book – Day by Day 11

  1. I love your writing! And I certainly find it exciting! Thank you for talking about your struggles. You are an inspiration for people who are suffering.

    • Thank you so much! I really hope that I can do a difference, but more than anything, I just really love writing 😀

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